I need distraction or to be truly occupied. Not sure which one anymore. Switching back and forth isn’t fair
couldn’t care less…. carefree living. know what i like to do and know what i have to do to keep doing what i like and that’s how i view life now. everything else is just collateral damage and everyone else is either a teacher or a lesson and ive perfected the art of showing what i choose. everything aims to be purposeful and words are chosen with thought now. don’t really feel much just serious and pleasant
hello, is there anybody in there, just nod if you can hear me, is there anyone home, come on, now, i hear you’re feeling down, i can ease your pain, get you on your feet again, relax, i’ll need some information first, just the basic facts, can you show me where it hurts. there is no pain you are receding, a distant ship’s smoke on the horizon, you are only coming through in waves, your lips move, but i can’t hear what you’re saying. when i was a child i had a fever, my hands felt just like two balloons, now i’ve got that feeling once again, i can’t explain, you would not understand, this is not how i am, i have become comfortably numb….
okay, just a little pin prick, there’ll be no more, but you may feel a little sick, can you stand up, i do believe it’s working, good, that’ll keep you going through the show, come on, it’s time to go. when i was a child, i caught a fleeting glimpse out of the corner of my eye, i turned to look but it was gone, i cannot put my finger on it now, the child is grown, the dream is gone, and i…. i have become comfortably numb.